In a blur

Twenties..the time you are supposed to be an adult but you do not feel like that yet, or you are treated like a child but you do not feel like that either. I don’t even remotely know what I am doing. I just learnt a fun fact. Neither do most adults. They have no idea whether their methodology is going to work but most of the times, they are just lucky. Problem is, I do not want to spend the rest of my life trying my luck out and especially on life. So I got to thinking. Things that I know for a fact that I am good at. Things that I know I can do with ease and that I will enjoy; both from the past and the present. I read somewhere that if you examine your past…and really examine it, you may find the key to your future. 

There is only one problem with that. I feel like I just woke up. Honestly, I feel like there was this other person previously living my life and one day, it just got transferred to my custody. All I remember from my childhood is that I mainly spent my time with my nose buried in a book. Oh, if only life was that easy. If only it had a clear set of rules or goals, with clear instructions on how to reach them, my life I think would be much simpler. So, with the ‘knowledge’ I acquired reading romancing novels, or basically scheming through them, I discovered writing I guess. Well, in a way. And, I also have realized that I have a knack for making people envision what I see in my mind. Really make them believe in something. Combine that with the ease that I talk to people (when am not In one of those introvert modes)..i think I can be a good counselor, or psychologist, or manager...One day my darlings...one day.

So, one thing that has really stuck at me from scheming all these articles, blogs, books and journals is that no matter where you are, you have to do something .It does not really matter what, but you have got to start somewhere. You cannot win at life by strategizing it in your head with no real thing going on. Start from where you are and start unraveling that long barn of yarn called life. Those are today’s thoughts.